We went for a party in school tonight in a kinda pub/club. i hit my highest drinking record thus far. 1 glass of gin tonic! but i wasn't high. my legs are kinda soft now but think i drank so little at a time to really be affected in my mind (which is good since i can't stand the feeling of not being able to control myself anyway).
It's interesting to see how pple wanna dance, yet they must consciously make themselves drink more SO they can dance. erm... so do they really enjoy dancing or its just being high then they enjoy it? hmmm... don't know. i can't dance for nuts... haha! just feel too conscious? maybe i lack that "cast-training-to-open-up" element? but yeah... think i'm more high when i'm "drunk" on coke/water/insufficient sleep, which often happens in hall, as compared to tonight.
The closest rush of "highness" probably came when we stepped onto the dance floor and they played....... "no no no no, don't phunk with my heart"! think i was like a mad person standing there laughing to myself. so many memories flooded... haha... learning the dance (which is way different from how pple dance at the club), performing at schools, and just 2 months ago, when i played the song a million times for clara's slideshow, until i was so high in my own room i tried to recall all the dance steps!!!
Ah well, still enjoy hall drinking sessions more though. those few we had, seems like a long time ago. when pple sat down much more quietly and talked and laughed etc... even despite the fact that i don't really like the taste of alcohol. hmmm... but i must say it is a super effective warmer. just a sip can warm your insides... perfect for this weather.
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